You might consider how important it has been for you to know ahead of time the form that life must take. Your Higher Self knows that the Form of Life follows Creative Thought. Yet what we will call the Everyday Self thinks that you must first discover the Form, then work hard to fit your life into that pre-conceived Form. Spirit creates Form, not the reverse. In attempting to create Form first, you encounter a natural resistance because you are attempting to create backward. Embracing the idea of form following the spirit of Life brings awareness of new possibilities.  Sheila Reynolds and The Guides